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Festival Film Indonesia (FFI) 2004 — Back with a Vengeance!



Whoever created that list of hoax nomination last time, I salute you, for fooling me and to the extent of some reputable newspapers in believing your well-crafted lies.

Proficiat! It took some guts to come up with that, some critical, thoughtful process which surely cost you all a lot.

I can relate to it, because this is exactly what has been happening to me, for the first time in my blogging-history, ada rasa keterpaksaan buat nulis gara-gara nominasi palsu ini, jadi begitu nominasi resmi nan official was officially published, oh well … Beban moral dong ah buat nulis!

In addition, something, or rather, a few things might hinder me from giving my best shot in commenting:

Marsinah and Mengejar Matahari.

I have not been able to witness myself these two works from two directors coming from a totally different background and interest. Argh! The unfortunate side of not being there …

Anyway, may I have the envelope, please?

Best Picture:

– Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

– Arisan!

– Eliana, Eliana

– Marsinah

– Mengejar Matahari

Nauval says:

Wow! I always have this opinion (and proudly stick to it) that Indonesians are great story tellers when it comes to domestic lives or the likes of them, and the past winners of this category show how both filmmakers, critics and audience in general would reel in peeking at other people’s lives, dramatized in such a manner that need not be greatly departed from the actual bases, unless, a towering theme, larger-than-life, presented in a grandeur style, showy and flashy scenes throughout the flick will surely sweep this coveted prize off (think of Tjoet Nja’ Dhien).

Take a look at the nominees once again.

A good-hearted teen-flick, 101:Introduction to Gay Life, a mother and a daughter confronting egos and emotional ride over one-night trip, Norma Rae with a tragic ending, and friendship that has to be tested.

No swords-and-sandal epic, no literary works done half-baked, no art-y, confusing, high-brow works. As simple as it can be, the jury decides to choose the flicks that matter most to public, how they can see themselves on it. After all, we are living in an era of reality series, and there can be no greater guilty pleasure than seeing how the lives of us we lead every single hour being blown up in a gigantic size.

Straight to my prediction, AADC?, Arisan! and MM would surely benefit from its box-office takings, while Marsinah and Eliana, Eliana have to rely on badly-needed and strong word-of-mouth to get noticed. Worry not, this is not the popularity contest a la that particular award, and I hope that the jury will pick Eliana, Eliana for its smart subtlety on urban life context enriched with psychological and emotional insights, enhanced with the use of digital format to emphasize on its real-look.

Hey, a digital film as a best picture, that doesn’t sound bad, ay?

However, the daring take of a certain social issue once considered as something taboo to be brought up (some people still think so, oh please!), completed with a candy-for-the-eye presentation will be likely to sweep off the jury’s feet. Arisan! manages to bring the controversial issue into the surface of public’s attention without necessarily creating a stir or a heated furor, sort of.

To silence people with a charming style, ain’t that a big WOW?

I salute AADC? for its breakthrough in awaking the film industry after a long sleep, however, being labelled as a teen-flick may prove to be a boomerang in getting this award.

The friendship theme of Mengejar Matahari does not hold a potential to be considered as a best picture, and last but not least, Marsinah, truly has a shot with its strong political theme, outdated as the issue might be, sorry to say, so is the film which did not manage to bring up the public’s attention again, when it was just needed.

Will win: Arisan!

Should win: Eliana, Eliana

Should have been nominated: Pasir Berbisik

Best Director:

– Rudy Sudjarwo (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?)

– Nia DiNata (Arisan!)

– Riri Riza (Eliana, Eliana)

– Rudy Sudjarwo (Mengejar Matahari)

– Slamet Raharjo (Marsinah)

Nauval says:

Congrats, Rudy! You knock down the supposedly stiff competition with your honest works created with full-of-heart good-feeling nature, and being ‘the one who revolutionized’ surely helps you getting an extra remark.

Yet, my vote goes to Riri Riza for his most mature work to date, proving that he is truly one serious filmmaker whose works have come from a long, thoughtful process, and taking the socio-demographical issue of urbanization by reeling in the psychological side wouls definitely need to be applauded.

BUT then, how can a Best Picture winner declared a true winner if its director is not awarded as well? I can only recall that way back more than a decade ago when Cinta Dalam Sepotong Roti was announced as a best picture winner, Garin did not get the award as a best director, which went to Imam Tantowi instead for Soerabaia’45 (why nobody remembered this film, it’s beyond my comprehension!).

Nia has shown in her Arisan! how smart she is to tackle the gay issue well without being exploitative or vulgar, creating an intelligent view of the alternative life some people indulge in.

Hmmm … Slamet Raharjo?

Will win: Nia DiNata

Should win: Riri Riza

Should have been nominated: Nan Achnas (Pasir Berbisik)

Best Actor:

– Derby Romero (Petualangan Sherina)

– Nicolas Saputra (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?)

– Tora Sudiro (Arisan!)

– Tosan Wiryawan (Marsinah)

– Winky Wiryawan (Mengejar Matahari)

Nauval says:

Wish I were there when the nominations were announced so I could feel myself the experience of amazement when this name was mentioned: Derby Romero.

Woohhhoooo!

I couldn’t stop giggling, scratching my head, thinking: What? Why? Does it have to? Is it necessary?

Boy, worry not, just come to the event on 11 December, sit back, relax, do NOT prepare any speech, just … sit there, okay?

(What was the jury thinking?)

Enough of cursing Tora Sudiro. Enough. If the dear jury would like to award an actor with a challenging role, get this right: not to a bad actor.

Can’t comment on Tosan and Winky (do they really share the same last name?), but judging from the recent win of Winky in MTV Indonesia Movie Awards for Best Cry, well, doesn’t it prove that he’s dramatic enough?

Tosan’s leading role in a film that carries a title and theme revolving around a single figure of a woman may be hard to get noticed, after all, Slamet Rahardjo was not awarded in Tjoet Nja’ Dhien, and the late Tuti Indra Malaon’s signature role was in Ibunda.

Okie dokie, who’s gonna win then? One name has not been mentioned yet, as hesitant as I can be, with a deep sigh of having to give up to a necessity, just keep silent, make a history of awarding a heartthrob, and I mention the name only once.

Nicolas Saputra.

I can’t believe this.

Will win: Nicolas Saputra

Should win: (have a strong curiosity for Winky Wiryawan’s performance)

Should have been nominated: FERRY SALIM (Ca Bau Kan) — he outshines them all!!!

Best Actress:

– Christine Hakim (Pasir Berbisik)

– Dian Sastro (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?)

– Dian Sastro (Pasir Berbisik)

– Jajang C. Noer (Eliana, Eliana)

– Rachel Maryam (Eliana, Eliana)

Nauval says:

Dian Sastro. She’s that gem, isn’t she? Look at how the two roles greatly differ from one another. I love her scene with Dessy Fitri when they two rolled over the field, and who could forget the emotional scene when she is asked by Didi Petet to touch herself? Add in the fact that she has won rave reviews and several awards for her performance there, not to mention her ability in standing tall along some legendary actress from Jambi has benefitted her in many ways she can’t imagine herself. Her double nomination shouldn’t hurt her chance here.

Yet, I immediately fall in love with Rachel Maryam with her nuanced performance in Eliana, Eliana. Carrying the title on her shoulder alone, while the camera never seems to move away from her brooding expression throughout the flick, she manages to convey the character inside, comfortable in Eliana’s skin instead of merely acting as, this is the kind of performance that will always get underrated.

I still stick to my opinion from previous post that Christine and Jajang have better shots in supporting role category.



Will win: Dian Sastro

Should win: Rachel Maryam

Should have been nominated: Cut Mini (Arisan!), Lola Amaria (Ca Bau Kan), Ria Irawan (Biola Tak Berdawai)





Best Supporting Actor:

– Didi Petet (Pasir Berbisik)

– Djaduk Ferianto (Petualangan Sherina)

– Mang Diman (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?)

– Slamet Raharjo (Pasir Berbisik)

– Surya Saputra (Arisan!)



Nauval says:

Enough of Surya, worse than Tora, that sums it all.

As much as I salute the initiative the long overdue recognition of Mang Diman’s existence in the entertainment industry, I can’t help the fact that his role is too small to be even considered as as scene-stealer.

As much as I agree that Slamet Raharjo’s role is one essential key linked the two main characters there, you have to be patient in watching his performance there, and suddenly … gone!

As much as I love Sherina in her adventurous film, it’s Djaduk Ferianto whose presence will always linger on the memory. He inhabits his Kertarejaksa character so vividly, I often find myself humming his song “Akulah Kertarejasa …”.

As much as I have to endure a seemingly endless trip in Pasir Berbisik, it’s Didi Petet who saves my day in one of his very few antagonistic role, convincing in a chilling show-off, his smirk is unbelievably terrifying.



Will win: Didi Petet

Should win: Djaduk Ferianto

Should have been nominated: Joseph Ginting/Robby Tumewu (Ca Bau Kan)





Best Supporting Actress:

– Aida Nurmala (Arisan!)

– Ladya Cheryll (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?)

– Megarita (Marsinah)

– Rachel Maryam (Arisan!)



Nauval says:

This will be the last time I say this: the good performances of leading roles in Arisan! come ONLY from Cut Mini and Rachel Maryam. No further explanation needed.

Which is to say that Rachel has a lock in this category, her comic timing never gets off-key, she has a sparkling presence, looks like making a strong statement that sidekick role needs not to be under appreciated.

I don’t bother about the rest.



Will win: Rachel Maryam

Should win: Rachel Maryam

Should have been nominated: Henidar Amroe/Jajang C. Noer (Eliana, Eliana), Christine Hakim (Pasir Berbisik)



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Have a fun celebration! Please, I hope this is the official list! 🙂

 
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Posted by on 12/07/2004 in English, Film

 

All I Am.



“You’re one lucky bastard! How you’ve done everything I always dream of, always envision myself to be…”

“Makanya, do something about it donk!”





“… dulu kita ngga tau pak, namanya aja sebuah awal …”

“Yang lalu udahlah biarkan berlalu. Malah bagus itu, kalo ngga ada sebuah awal itu, ngga ada apa yang kita omongin sekarang kan? Yang penting, janganlah kamu bunuh apa yang kamu punya …”





“2 minggu sesudah kamu.”

—-



“Can you release the tracksheet?”





“… more in the mood of go out and chill …”

“8 sounds fine”

—-



“Penampilan itu penting, karena gue suka ngeliat orang rapi bersih …

“To some extent dimana elo ga perlu ngasih porsi berlebih buat hal ini!”





“Do … Not … Book … The … Train Ticket!”





“Reality? I live in that, considering I’m inside the film-circle, so called.”

—-



“Well, hope the first ‘everything’ with me belong to a fond memory”





“Movie marathon next weekend, rite?”





“What makes you think that you didn’t know me?”





“Apa cuman gue yang masih pecicilan sampe sekarang?”





“Heh, dari mana elo liat dia?”

“Dari kamera! Busyet deh elo ya, nyante aja napa!”





“Naskah adaptasi sih, tapi isinya Indo banget, cuman butuh 2 orang.”

“Aku dukung!”





“Overloaded! Ambitious! Dreamy!”

“Simpen buat nanti!”

… … ….





Aku kesepian.

 
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Posted by on 12/07/2004 in Bahasa Indonesia

 

? . ! .



sms:

jadiin ini alasan knp kamu hrs smgt kerja bsk, coz kerja is just a zit that u can always beat since u’ve got a lot of great things out there 🙂



2317 hours.



2 ice cendol.

1 master.

3 probationary slaves.

3 strawberry yoghurt.

1 budding artist.

1 mango yoghurt.

1 going to resign.

32 days to big gathering.

5 lost wandering souls.

1 cigarette only.

1 truly great appreciator.

0 alcohol.

4 to the West.

1 tagline.



“Jangan bunuh apa yang kamu punya.”




 
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Posted by on 12/06/2004 in Bahasa Indonesia

 

Tuhan, I feel like a Being.

Tuhan,

aku koq jadi malu,

segan nan hesitant

dengan Anda.


Tuhan,

padahal aku cuman mau,

eerrm … anu … itu …

dimanja!

yang kata orang-orang “ngondek” itu lhooo, Gusti.

tapi mbuh, koq malu pake kata itu, katanya orang,

“hus! ora ilok! ra pantes!”

Tuhan,

kalo emang ga boleh ngondek, lha wong kata itu juga pemberianMu

Panjenengan Yang Maha yang nyiptain kita kumplit pake segala rasa dan jiwa katanya,

kita maen-maen aja koq pake anugerah-Mu itu,

jadilah kata-kata ajaib meluncur dari kami, tapi tetep,

ngaturaken pangapunten Tuhan sekiranya kami kelewatan, ora pantes dan ora ilok itu tadi.

Tuhan,

kelewatan kah kami juga kalo kami minta langsung?

minta mobil gitu loh, tapi pengennya dikasih langsung,

ga pake pancingan,

ga model pepatah yang bilang “berilah umpan dan kail, jangan kau beri umpan”

emooohhh! ora gelem!

lha wong kita sering take for granted keeksistensian Situ.

duh Tuhan,

makhluk mu ini bener-bener manja!

minta dikasih duit ato dedemit yang langsung jatuh dari langit,

gak mau pake yang harus kerja dulu ato nongkrong di kuburan,

maunya langsung sa’dhek sa’nyet ketok ndhek ngarep moto.

ya gini ini, muanja pol disisiMu, ya Gusti.

oalah Tuhan,

padahal teges-teges Engkau nulis supaya kita berusaha dan bekerja dulu, baru Engkau membantu bahkan memudahkan sampai memberi.

ndableg tenan emang kami! diparingi ati ngrogoh rempelo, padahal ga semua orang doyan rempelo, katanya orang, “high cholesterol, lho!”

matur sembah nuwun, Tuhan.

kami masih melek pas matahari njedul dul di langit.
 
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Posted by on 12/05/2004 in Bahasa Indonesia

 

Rebound. Redo. Relish. Relieve





At the dawn of the day, you can find me there.

Staring blankly at the Singapore river.

Humming the tunes from Sarah Vaughan to Billie Holiday in her ‘Lady in Satin’.

Penning a letter or two.

To you.



Or maybe, not.

Just to inhale a fresh piece of air.



How I wish to know if feelings can be measured by definite tangible measurement, be it number of minutes, days, weeks, months, years …

How I wish to understand how one experiences floating thoughts rushing to cause a jam inside one’s mind …

How I wish to reel on the memory to relive the glory old days,

Only to find that the past has to remain as is.

“I heard the rumour, it was in …?”

“Iya”




(Just as stiff as you can be.)



“And that significant other now must be …?”

“You two met last time”

“Hahahaha! When?”

“Not long after you”




(Pull it off! Pull it in!)



“Oh! OK … Well, eeerrrmmm, oh ya?”

“Tapi kayanya … ”

“Hey, please don’t”

“Ngga koq”

“That’s better.”




(Why do you have to?)



“I’m happy now, I hope he is”

“You deserve it after all”




(Stick to promises.)



“Are you happy, to see me happy?”

“Hahaha, how am I supposed to answer that?”

“I don’t know, I guess …”

“Up to this moment, I am, I’ve been, and I will.”

Cold as it can be.

Unpolished, unfinished, impolite.

I’m at the utmost ease with myself.



I feel nothing.





Sade, from her Your Love is King to By Your Side, she breathes the songs to fill in the air full of romance


 
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Posted by on 12/05/2004 in English, Personal

 

Define the Definite Definition of Divine Dignity.

Ah, here I am, Saturday morning 4 am, without any sign of going to bed any sooner.

Insomnia? Gee, I hope not! I dealt with this irritating sickness when I was in college way back 3-4 years ago, so I should be fine, it’s a matter of having so many thoughts running through my heads with only having one blog to blurt out. Or rather, a collective of thoughts that has been buried inside since the mid of this week, when the workloads began killing my mentality! Any HR officer here? Oh ada ternyata, dirimu Jeng yah! :d Mungkin patut diusulkan tentang asuransi kesejahteraan mental pekerja akibat tekanan beban kerja yang diberikan secara mendadak di tengah-tengah minggu untuk diselesaikan di akhir minggu alias tadi! Whewwww … Just barely reaching the deadline, but final consolidation? God knows!

So, what was meant to be a perfect moment to de-stress this exhausted piece of bones and flesh turned out to be, well, something unthinkable:

Wenny (over MSN) —

“Babe, makan yuk, stress nih gue”

“Aduh sorry say, gue ada janji ama Eja, ga bisa dinner. Cabut dulu yak”

Aki (over MSN) —

“Ki, Fong Seng yuk”

“Gue mo makan ama boss gue, ama mo ke Boom Boom Room, mau ga?”

“Boom Boom Room? Ga ada tenaga gue buat clubbing, dinner aja yuk”

“Tanya Agee deh, dia nyari temen tuh”

Zefri —

“Zef, it’s me! Feel like catching … eeerr … Putri Gunung Ledang tonite? Hehehe, I know that film …”

“Oh dear, sorry, I don’t think …”


Tuuutttt. Must be inside the lift or something.

Anoe’ —

“Lagi dimana, babe?”

“Toa Payoh, mo on the way siaran”

“Lah, masih siaran juga elo?”

“Cuman 2-4 kali sebulan ini, pasti elo mo ngajak dinner deh! Giliran gue ajak kemaren2 elo ga bisa”

“Ya kan gue lembur! Ya su deh, Minggu pagi squash ya”

“Dateng aja lah, gue booking ntar”

PJ —

“Hey, Diva!”

“Hahahaha … Not anymore! Wait, are you STILL in the office?”

“Yeah, only for tonite lah, what’s up?”

“It’s been like what, 7-8 months not meeting up with you? So I guess dinner tonite won’t be possible, eh?”

“Naaahhh … Oh God, yeah, any changes from you?”

“I don’t know, you’ve gotta see it yourself!”

“Hahahahaa, next week then, Siglap maybe?”

“OK lah.”

Copper —

“This is Copper, I’m not able to pick up your call …”

(Darn it, Wolu Singer perform hari ini apa kemaren sih? Teguh juga dong kalo gituh!)

Agatha —

“Say, Fong Seng yuk!”

“Laahh, kemaren gue ajakin katanya elo lembur malem ini, gue dah kadung bikin janji ama si bapak”

“Laahh, elo janji ama dia? Gila!”

“Tadi ketemu di kantor, ya udah, maen tenis trus dinner kali, tau gitu kan gue ngobrol-ngobrol ama elo, besok elo sampe malem kan?”

“Yaaa gituu deehh, ntar Minggu juga ngopi-ngopi kan kita”

“Ya udah deh say, met istirahat”

Suhaimi —

“Bang, still on reservist?”

“Just finished actually, going out ah?”

“Yeah, but probably just for dinner, or coffee, or something”

“I just had my dinner actually, hahahah … It’s always like this when we made plans, whenever you’re busy, I was free then … Oh well, next week maybe? I’m quite free now …”

“… Oh, the school hasn’t started yet, rite? OK lah, see maybe next week with Pierre!”

Bogi —

“Gi, performance nya mulai jam berapa?”

“Jam 7.30, di The Edge-nya, elo dateng nih? Soalnya yang laen ga bisa!”

“Hmmm … Jauh Gi, gue lagi capek, elo dimana?”


“Masih di Mount E, ntar langsung ketemu disana deh kalo jadi!”

“Liat ntar aja gimana, Gi!”

Thank God that Desember’s edition of FIRST Magazine is out today after being several days’ late, otherwise my plan to wander around Holland V. would only be an empty-handed experience! Or is it an excuse of inability in getting rejuvenated and recuperated? I don’t know, but all I can remember that it is my first Friday evening I spent at home, in my room staring at my old faithful laptop trying to figure out how to modify my blog which resulted in a much more presentable manner, at least someone has given a praise for it, hahahaha! Thanks Doel, it has surely brightened up my sleepy morning :).

Tell me whether this is a good habit or not: tiap pulang kerja, hampir-hampir gue ngga pernah langsung pulang ke rumah dari tempat kerja.

I mean, there’ll always be places to visit, films to catch, library materials to be returned, meeting old friends, talk-over-nothing while sipping cuppa, kalo pun gue langsung pulang ke rumah, well, you can guarantee that it is for the sake of changing clothes! Welcome to my comfort zone folks, with the benefits of having a flat located nearby the city area :D.

That’s why it’s kind of odd when I met my two dear buddies, Fay and Iphonek (with the engagement ring!) way back on February in Citos:

N — “Eh, weekend kalian ngapain?”

F — “Haduh, weekend mah dah bingung deh ….”

I — “Banyak tempat neh yang musti dikunjungin! Hehehehe!”

F — “Ya gitu deh, kadang kalo ngga ke (nama kafe di Jakarta yang gue ngga ngeh), ya ke (nama club di Jakarta yang gue ga pernah tau kalo eksis!)

I — “Ato cobain ke (nama pub di Jakarta yang entah di belahan mana), enak banget kaya di (nama tempat entah buat apa, jangan-jangan tempat prakteknya mak Erot kesebut juga!)

N — “Wah seru bener!”

F — “Lha kamu ndiri?”

N — “Gue? (*gulp! dengan berdasarkan kenyataan dulu gue tinggal di Regent Heights Bukit Batok*) Jumat malem pasti dah rebutan nyuci baju ama housemate, soalnya mesin cuci nya lama bener, ga ada pengeringnya juga, jadi musti dijemur, dan tempat jemuran kecil, jadi keringnya juga baru 2 hari gitu deh, kalo ngga ya jemur di tangga pemadam kebakaran. Sabtu masih males-malesan sih, kebetulan ada mall deket jadi makan disitu, ato nonton. Minggu kerja bakti lah, giliran bersiin dapur, kamar mandi, ruang tamu, nyapu rumah, ngepel”

I was met by dua tampang dongo bengong melongo.

I — “Busyet … Jauh-jauh kerja elo jadi pembokat neh?”

N — “Lah, kalo bukan gue yang ngerjain sapa lagi? Lagian kapan lagi coba?”

F — “Hari-hari biasa?”

N — “Haduh, mana sempet! Kan beredar … Hehehehehe …”

But I guess to some extent it might be right, I understand that here, we are lucky enough to be blessed with a good accessibility to roam freely within the small space anytime we feel like doing it, thus it may leave a bundle of exhaustiveness collected throughout the weekdays to be unloaded by the weekends, which translate to the conclusion that laying on bed throughout the weekends is highly permissible!

Naahhh! Not me, a Saturday or a Sunday, full day, spent at home is a total waste! If it has to be done that way, make sure a Criterion Collection DVD full of extra features is ready by my side to indulge in to.

Wait! Throughout the past hour I’ve been writing this without realizing that from next week onwards, IAF starts working extensively … Nyeah nyeah nyeaahhh … Hahahahha … Punteeen kalo ada yang baca ini, huehehehehe … *fokus!*

 
 

To Test … or Not to Have!


friday nite and the lights are on … oh well, Mamma Mia! fever still lingers on, here I am on Friday nite all alone in my room trying to recuperate and rejuvenate myself after a week’s hard work (gue kangen blogging & chatting, huhuhuhuh), while figuring out how to post a picture! after all, it’s oh so dry without at least a single colorful image here in my land …

Foto ini diambil bulan Juli pas nganterin Andrew ama Jojo balik ke Jakarta abis liburan sekolah mereka 2 minggu disini, bareng ama tante Ega nya mereka.

Well, meskipun bukan ponakan gue sendiri melaenkan ponakannya Anoe’, hampir tiap hari nemenin mereka makan, jalan-jalan, maen, sok pake maen ramal-ramalan sambil ditimbang berat badannya di Mustafa, nonton Sheila on 7 segala, yang satu maunya beli gitar kaya Rhoma Irama, yang satu lagi mintanya dicariin Gameboy biar jadi jagoan, ditambah ampe mabok maen Kora-kora di Downtown East pun membuat masa pengangguran gue indah, dan berasa jadi Oom beneran karena gue belum pernah jadi Oom!

Simarlenje guys, betah ama suasana sekolah baru kalian? Jangan baca blog Oom Nauval ini yah karena ratingnya RA alias Restricted for Adults only, nanti juga kalian bakal nyampe sana juga koq 😉

andrew, me, jojo – pa kabar my simarlenje boys?

 
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Posted by on 12/03/2004 in Personal

 

Keeping the Faith



Coba di check, berapa orang terdaftar di address book cellular phone kita? PDA? Organizer? Buku alamat?


Dan berapa orang yang masuk ke dalem daftar frequently-called/contacted/written to?


Pertanyaan menohok? Apalagi ke gue! *nyengir*


Sering udah gue ngobrolin ama temen2 gue, masih teringat juga omongan gue ama PJ taun lalu over breakfast-by-the-bay di tangga Marina Square sambil ngeliatin gedung Esplanade makan sandwich tuna,
“Wow! Can’t you believe that it actually takes us a full-time commitment to keep up a friendship?”
“Tell me about it, dear! All the keep-in-touch thingy …”
“… making effort to meet up …”
“… calling them up …”
“… sending festive cards, or rather email these days …”
“Emails! Spare time to do that also!”
“Yeah, but we don’t feel obliged about it, rite? We enjoy it because, well, we need that, we become an inseparable part of the process, the subject! not just a helpless object …”
“… and the temptation of a bunch of new people coming in, going off from our lives … “
“So, I don’t know, do you think we can do this breakfast thing on, let’s say … 5 years time?”


Kita cuman bisa diam, smile to each other, and we know what that means.


Dan awal minggu ini perasaan itu tertohok lagi ketika satu malam, out of the blue, telpon gue bunyi, and the name on the screen was: Jeremy.


“Jeeerrr!!”
“Heeyyy, what happened to you??”
“What happened to YOU, Jer?”
“Like this lor, still trying to find a job … (ga perlu gue terusin, hehehe) … Ay, you’ll go and see that showcase or not?”
“Got one free tix for The Sea Inside, but only one lah! Thinking of Nobody Knows …”
“I also want to watch that! So how? Can you buy tix for us since you’ll get discount, rite? Hehehe”
“Yeah yeah, for who ah? Me, you, your girlfriend?”
“Nah, Val can’t make it. But I asked Claudia, she said she should be able to make it. I called PJ, she hasn’t returned my call. Dunno about Jac lah, any idea?”
“Jac? (*gulp!*) Hehehehe … Haven’t seen them for ages, especially PJ, since she came back from Spain, dunno! Jac also, last time I met her after her break-up lah”
“My God! What happened to all of you, man?”
“I don’t know, hahahaha … Guess we’re too busy with our own lives? I know that sounds lame lah, hehehe”
“My God! You all three ah … Gosh, I can only wonder”
“Hahahah, me too, Jer!”



Thank God, last nite meeting with Jeremy and Jac (minus PJ, God knows where she is now!) did not have to go through the usual “basa-basi” stuff like, “How are you?” “What have you been up to?” and stuff. Luckily the chemistry still exists, and how I miss Jac’s diva behaviour in seeing a film! Hand roam freely in the air, scream and giggle uncontrollably when people seem to sit still, and cry hysterically without forgetting to respond to the continuous buzzes from her mobile! Hahahahaha .. How I hate people doing that in the movies, but with you Jac, movie-going experience always turns out to be something fruitful.
Jeremy, what else can I say? We always have disagreement to the extreme that whenever Jeremy says that a certain film is worth-watching, I would say the other way around, vice cersa, and we just live in full peace 🙂
PJ, I don’t think you’ll ever have time to read this, but you and I survived that bloody claustrophobic Solaris for 4 hours together! We shall be able to survive everything else together, God, miss u!


Buat semua yang terabaikan, buat semua yang terbengkalai, atas semua pembicaraan kita dalam lisan dan tulisan yang menjadikan gue apa adanya sekarang, maaf gue yang sedalem-dalemnya.
Gue ngga boleh mengatasnamakan waktu yang sempit, karena waktu tak pernah berubah jumlahnya dalam bilangan konstan.
Insan ini yang bernama Nauval yang mungkin tak pernah bisa menunjukkan segala rasa empati dan simpati yang ia punya untuk semua.
Sekali lagi gue haturkan maaf gue.


As much as I hate HANSON, I can’t help recalling their song Mmmbop:
you have so many relationships in this life/only one or two will last…”


I love Friendster! 🙂
 
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Posted by on 12/01/2004 in Personal