where do i leave my heart?

17 Apr

for the past two weeks, i went back living the life i have been very familiar with. being in a comfort zone could not be more exhilarating than this, where people know you for who you really are, and you are free to roam around the city without worrying about what cannot be done to fill your time.

the friends remain the same, their dreams remain afar.

the temptation to go back is always there to lure you, and it cannot be any greater than this time around. after all, what’s not to like about your own comfort zone?

actually, that’s the key of treating this comfort zone. you hate it.

you loathe it by cursing it with the most comprehensive list of cursive words you can ever think of. you despise it by resisting that living in this zone would only drag you down. you hate it to death.

and by doing so, you keep on living nicely and comfortably till you love it.
and that’s the point where you realize you cannot live in any other places.

and you keep on complaining.

and i wish to quit that.

i just wish to live where i can be living.

sadly, it’s not here.


who are you? i am a writer.
what do you do? i write.
how do you live? i live.


Posted by on 04/17/2006 in English, Personal


3 responses to “where do i leave my heart?

  1. Anonymous

    04/17/2006 at 10:42 am

    jangan kebanyakan komplain bokek, ntar completely bokek beneran!

  2. dodY

    04/19/2006 at 9:11 am

    hehehe…. tetap semangat, val. ini lah perjalanan menuju puncak gemilang cahaya…. lhoo… kok malah jadi AFI ngene seh! hehehe! yo wis lah.. apa pun itu enjoy kan lah aja menapaki setiap langkah dalam hidupmu menuju sesuatu yang lebih baik 🙂

  3. Hany

    04/24/2006 at 2:13 pm

    hehehhe gitu rupanya rumusnya. jadi sekarang asikan di mana? di sini, apa di sana? :Dsayang nggak bisa ktemuan waktu itu. smoga sehat selalu, ah.


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