A Night Conversation

20 Jul

A: “By the way, …”

B: “Yes?”

A: “Is last night’s question still applicable? The one about “what do you want to know about me?”? Does it have an expiry date?”

B: “Depends. What do you want to ask?”

A: “Strangely, I don’t know. You got me tongue tied.”

B: “Is that so? I don’t believe it.”

A: “Neither do I. Unbelievable. It’s like when you have someone in your mind most of the time of the day, and you think this person matters to you most, but at the same time, you feel like, I don’t know, questioning and constantly wondering if the feeling is mutual. What if the other person does not think about you, at all? What if the habit of texting, calling, interrupting meetings just to say “hey, what’s up”, and getting a fast reply of “hey, am on a meeting. TTYL”, before actually a real, long conversation happens afterwards, becomes a nuisance instead of a welcoming, happy intrusion?”

B: “You underestimate yourself.”


A: “Do I?”

B: “You do.”

A: “And by underestimating myself …”

B: “You underestimate me.”


A: “Do you?”

B: “I do.”

B: “Do you?”

A: “I do.”




Posted by on 07/20/2012 in Personal


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5 responses to “A Night Conversation

  1. Deedee

    07/21/2012 at 9:48 am

    Aaaanggg empaallll….
    Empal punya pacar, empal punya pacar, empal punya pacar.
    Happy for you, Mpal 🙂

    • nauvalyazid

      07/21/2012 at 10:03 am

      Heh? Kalo punya pacar gue ga ngepost ginian di blog, Dee. Tapi biarlah gosipmu jadi doa, semoga ada berkah Ramadhan. Ameeen!

  2. Teppy

    07/22/2012 at 2:13 am

    ih gue sering banget loh ngerasa rendah diri, takut ganggu kalo sms/e-mail/telpon, dll -______-

    • nauvalyazid

      07/22/2012 at 7:07 am

      Tep, dalemnya sumur aja kita ga tahu, apalagi dalemnya hati orang. Kalo emang dirasa gengges, carilah sumur yang lain yang menerima kegenggesan kita sepenuhnya.

  3. A. Cynthia Pratami

    07/25/2012 at 4:53 am

    Reblogged this on a lovable of Sɑcytɑ™.


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